The Best Thing That Has Happened To Me As a Result Of Blogging

Lots of great things have come my way since I started blogging.

Blogging has helped me actually do what I want to do which is to write every day. Blogging has helped me deal with the emotions surrounding my mum’s illness and death. Blogging has introduced me to a new network of cyber friends. Blogging has brought a number of freebies my way.

However, the most important thing that blogging has done for me is to make me feel less alone and different.

Before going to school, I was the adopted child so different to those in the local community.

At primary school, I had really old parents so was different to the other kids.

At secondary school, I loved learning and was often top of the class, marking me out as a swot or whatever term of abuse the other children wanted to hurl my way.

At university, I was the one from Yorkshire when everyone else seemed to come from London or Surrey. I was also the obvious working-class kid too. Different again.

When working in charities, I was the one with the degree from a posh university.

In the Maternity Ward, I was different as my husband already had children to other women.

At the school-gates I was the “outsider” and the one who had given her children funny names.

In mummy social groups, I was the one who said what I thought and was ostracised as a result.

The first blogging post that touched a nerve with mums I knew was about a Pampered Chef evening. It appeared I was not the only one who was thinking the products were over-priced. I was also not the only one who was secretly giggling at how some of the words the demonstrator was using could have shown up equally well in an Anne Summers do.

When I spoke about my struggles with motherhood, another mum I knew told me she had thought she was the only person in the world who felt like that. This was the first time that I realised through blogging, I might help others.

I know now that I am not the only woman who hates the way her body looks after children. I am not the only woman who really does not see the point of make-up. I am not the only woman who struggles with her child’s special needs. I am not the only woman who has found step-parenting challenging. I am not the only woman who is shy and struggles with self-esteem. I am not the only woman who has struggled to find her way after post-natal depression. I am not the only woman who still grieves years after loss. I am not the only woman found it hard to bond with one of her children. Knowing there are others like me makes me feel OK about being me.

Blogging or rather those who read and comment on my posts have made me feel less isolated and that actually although I share much with many of you, I remain a unique person who has something to give that matters.

10 Comments

  1. Karin @ BritMums October 10, 2011 / 12:56 pm

    How very, very inspirational. I am really loving this personal prompt and the response it’s getting. I’m seeing how very important blogging is to our members and that means a lot to me.

    Well done you for opening yourself up and letting the world in. Congrats! 😉
    Karin @ BritMums

  2. Katy Lemon (@LoveLemon1) October 10, 2011 / 1:06 pm

    I really like this post. Honest and so nice to hear that blogging has made such a difference. I have just started blogging and I love it, I just find it hard to know if others enjoy reading. It’s early days though and the people that have made comments have been positive.

  3. Judy Haughton-James October 10, 2011 / 1:29 pm

    Excellent post! Blogging is really amazing. It has also helped me in so many ways. Take care and my best wishes to you.

  4. Jayne Page October 10, 2011 / 1:33 pm

    Reading your post has made me think too. Thank you for sharing, heres to many more posts!!! xx

  5. Rachel (@rachelgully) October 10, 2011 / 7:22 pm

    A great post! I can really relate to a lot you have written. I was bullied throughout my schooling and never really felt like I fitted in anywhere….except blogging! I can be myself here, and I have the security of my computer screen to hide behind.

    You’re a very inspirational woman xx

  6. Menai Newbould October 11, 2011 / 2:16 pm

    An utterly wonderful post – great writing and wonderfully meaningful. Here I sit make-up free remembering that I’ve done Pampered Chef demos for charity and giggled helplessly at the very idea of many of the things that were suggested…hurrah for blogging indeed

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